Unclean
I cant believe I let you get to me
you said you'd always love me
I have all the letters to prove
yet now you say nothing
but I'm better off for that
I let you win me over
and I really regret that I almost let you "have" me
thank god I never let that happen
but shame fills me for even having the thought
you somehow made me do things
and made me become someone
I swore to myself I would never become
now I feel so unclean
I regret believing in you
because now I feel I could never believe in me again.
circa the deviantART account xxstellarxx