Monday, November 10, 2003

tears well to my eyes the moment i start to create this message to you. You have only been away for 2 nights and already my soul feels more empty without your presence around it. I don't know what to do either derek, or where to go. I think that life is spinning like this for a reason but i could really care less. You and I are brothers and I wish that we would have never ever seperated. I am prepared to take on the challenges of this hellish reality to reinsert you within my life and build a family with you to begin that which has already started. Go to the church of unity in every town you find, those people are like us, we are one mind. I am never not near you even when you know my presence is not, you can always speak to me within your mind. I do not know where your Yin lies but I am forever eternally greatful for you bringing me to mine. I saw so much pain in the eyes of those females that came with us on our journey and I wonder as you did if it would have been better to just keep walking.

To question is to doubt which really doesn't serve as far as regret, things happen for a reason and we gained much from the experience. I am probably going to return home to grab up supplies and such before I break away again from this place to another set of boxes. The only difference around the US is the climate so I feel the urge to establish a community in that land of SC then do what you were thinking and cruise to see the culture of the world around us. If things work out we will all be living high on the so called hog in greece as silent prophets in our massive underground hive commune spending all our days projecting and learning about our future.. Manifest the ability to plane shift, all things are possible, if these boxes are all the same, maybe we should travel to where the boxes are circles instead.

I missed you so much
So good to see you
You had alot to say
and you sure could yell

Focus your attention as you will, remember polygamy and that we will be together again

you are the final part to a circut of the Zodiac

Jessica = leo = fire
Mike = libra = air
patrick = scorpio = water
Derek = Virgo = earth

One soul within all elements, perfect balance for complete power to will anything one could and will wish to experience. don't you lose hope you fucking bastard.

A comment on lordazazel by forestoflight from April 15, 2003.

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