Saturday, October 04, 2003

It's funny...How you think at times like this.
You ask the usual questions...feel your heart writhe around like a small animal.
But most of all...you feel nothing.
Hear nothing
See nothing
Because you don't want to.
I hear him explaining everything...in a blur. How Arduc had been destroyed...the sun and the stars...all killed at the same time...I had no idea there was such power...anyplace.
I cried..
But really...it didn't mean anything. I cried because I was supposed to cry. This requires a kind of despair I am incapable of, and was never meant to express.
It's hard to feel angry towards something so horrible and so beautiful.
The rest is silence.
And the picture This was also taken from the comic Grayling. You should go read it.

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